Gratitude

It's Sunday. I spent the morning making content for tik tok and then sobbing on my vibration plate bc I didn't have everything I thought I'd have at 44. What's lost on me occasionally are the facts that my present life - today, is better than I ever dreamt it would be and it's real. No I didn't marry the prince, but I did manage to create my own "kingdom" and established for myself a since of safety. I may not have everything I want and that's probably best for now. My coffee is cold now. I'm gonna go heat that up. Talk soon.